I miss them so much. Yeah, the past couple of years were hell to me. With all the drama with friends & family, I couldn’t handle it. But looking back, there were some moments I truly wish to relive.

The days where I couldn’t care less about anything. The days where I hung out with my best friends and went on silly adventures. The days where I video taped everything and made little montages. The days where the only important things were friends and not stupid boyfriends. The days that just count.

I’m 19 and I don’t do those things anymore. I’m out of high school and everything is different. I don’t talk to those people anymore. It’s more of a “omg, i miss you!”, “let’s kick it sometime!”, or just a mere “hi & bye”. But I guess that’s just growing up, huh?

But I’m the one who stayed the same! So really, they’re the one who changed. They probably just grew out of me as their friend.

What, just cause I don’t want to drink? I don’t want to smoke? And all that other shit? I don’t need to do all that. I like to just chill with friends who wants to do whatever, just not be under any influence. Why can’t I just be myself without any of that? But you know, you can do that shit if you want. Just don’t tell me I’m a loser cause I don’t want to do it with you. Why is it so hard to make real friends nowadays? I am who I am, I don’t need your approval.

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